So I’m back to eating the diet food again, I’ve gained back 10 pounds in the last four months that I’ve been off the plan. My lovely new husband has tried a few tactics to tell me that I’m fat. So here I sit pissed at him and mostly myself, well pretty much me, okay pissed at me, but being called fat in a round about way doesn’t make you feel good, but it is my own fault so here I am owning up to the fact that I let my self go a little bit, but I know that I can get it back, I just have to work hard and get over myself.
So here I sit with my glass of water and a sickening vomit cinnamon breakfast bar. Seriously, they are those kinds that have a ton of protein in them so they taste like funk with frosting. I think that’s why I don’t like this diet the food is horrible and you eat like ¼ cup of it 6 times a day, yep so I’m back to barf food because I know it’s a quick way to lose it. Now I just have to hop on my treadmill more often and that will really kick it into gear. Truth be told my new jeans are fitting a little bit tighter, I can still fit them but I should curb this before it’s too late or else I won’t have any pants!!
So I guess I’m going to yet again use my blog to be accountable. I’ve lost count with the time that I’ve tried something, so lets just say it’s on going, I’ve only been out of not running on the treadmill for honestly 2 months, I can get it back! Right! It’s going to be a little hard with the holiday season but I’ll do good and still have a fun time J
Current weight today is 184 (used to be 174)
Today I have taken a vitamin and eaten one cinnamon bar.
Drinking water
Drinking Tea