It's a Foggy Day in London Town

So life has been in a fog. Literally. The town has been covered with fog. Over a week now we have had the think stuff. You can see about a quarter of a mile ahead of you. I love it. It feels mystical. Calm. Makes me think of old movies, man in a trench coat and a woman in a fur coat, hat and gloves standing under a streetlight. I’m enjoying it for now.
Everything is strange.

A few nights ago at HyVee I had a funny encounter with a stranger. I saw him in the dairy section he was at the pudding I was looking at eggs. He turned around and looked at me I looked up and smiled, he smiled. I turned back to checking my eggs. He was good looking, tall with dark hair and blue eyes, he wore a leather jacket. I wanted to go look at the pudding also because it was on sale, but I felt funny walking over there so I went and got milk, but I took the long way around so I didn’t have to pass the stranger. I got milk and looked straight down the aisle there he was looking at me. I turned around to go back the way I went to get pudding. When I got down there I felt someone staring at me, and there down the aisle where I was just getting milk was the guy getting milk. I thought is he chasing me? I finished my shopping and didn’t see him again till I got out to my car and there he was in his car. I loaded my things in the back and hopped in, turned on my car and pulled away, he started his car and pulled away. We drove parallel to each other and away. It was just strange encounter on a foggy night.I could do fog like this a lot. Although no sunshine bugs me so I’ve gone tanning. My chest looks like a lobster, but it’s so nice to be warm and hot, and becoming brown isn’t a bad thing.

The Monkey took me to see The Book of Eli. It was really good and it had a twist at the end. It’s one of those you could watch again and see things that you didn’t notice the first time.
I’m going to make JustAnUglyMonkey dinner on Friday. I actually don’t think I’ve ever just made him dinner. I know we’ve made dinner together a lot. But not just me. I feel like I should put on an apron and pearls or something.

Wedding update: Wedding is a no go. It became more of a problem than a nice thing, so it has been pushed off. Don’t ask when it will pick back up I have no idea, and is a touchy subject, violators of this will have rats eat their faces in their sleep.

Things I’m into lately:
1.Tank Girl: is me in a different life.
2.Comic Books: I like the House of Mystery
3.Free Audio Book Pod casts: Mike Bennett rocks my socks off with creepy stories.
4.Weighing myself every time I go into my bathroom, strange I know I just like to look at the numbers.
5.Jogging and dancing in front of my TV.
6.Taking naps with Mason.
7.Chasing Leela around the apartment.
8.Getting good bargains: New shoes regularly $28, online $7, my new $80 coat, on sale $28.
9.Planning a trip. I want to go somewhere. Anywhere and have fun and meet people. I’m going to do it. I’d really love to go with Georgia; she is so much fun and is savvy. I think we could have some good times.
10.Watching tutorials on how to put on eye shadow.

My To Do List!
I must, MUST clean my room and bathroom, possibly remodel it.
Laundry
Dishes
Cat stuff
Vacuum
Find time to read book.
Pet cat that keeps walking in front of my machine. LEELA!
End this blog so I can go start on this list!

Peace!

Dreams of Rabbit Holes

Down the rabbit hole I will see,

Chairs and stairs fly past me.

Fallowing the rabbit isn’t hard to do,

if you don’t mind losing a brain cell or two.

Up is down and down is up,

Oh look there’s my rosy heart in a teacup.

I sit with the Mad Hatter, in his dashing hat,

He tells me he loves me, but his attention is flat.

We have a fine party with guests and continue our fling.

In my mind it’s a good time, but is it the real thing?

The colors swirl around me, I’m living in a dream,

They make me sick with confusion, what does it mean?

I want to be home with my sister and cat,

Where is that damn looking glass at?

Sorry, I was out yeahing to Ralph

It’s 9 o’clock pm and now I’m up. I’ve been sick. I thought I was okay, until last night I kept coughing up a lung and my stomach hurt so badly I had to lie in one position so the world would stop turning. There is evil snow outside, but I’m going to try to make it tomorrow to work, I’m feeling a little better and no puking in awhile. I keep trying to decide it that is a good thing to go back if I might get someone else sick, but I feel bad for not being there if they need me. Blah, and well the whole I’d be useless if I’m in the bathroom the whole time. I still really hurt, my bones ache.
Strange thing I know I’m sick when both cats are asleep with me. My cat, Leela, doesn’t really snuggle with me except for when she is really cold or I’m sick. Both were sleeping right by me all day. They know.
Ugly Betty is on now I’ve never seen it before but its okay, kind of cute. Cough, cough, blow nose make some hot tea. Throat is still really sore. Ouch.
I wish I had an SUV like my Monkey, he said we should get one for me someday. My Blondie came and saw me earlier today and brought me some soup, 7 up and medicine. Love my mommy, she makes me feel better wish she could have stayed longer.
I love me and Georgia’s relationship. We were watching part of The Sweetest Thing the other day and were like wow that’s us. Crazy road trip girls who barrow each other’s stuff and talk to random people. Love it!
Okay I’m going to lay back down my head feels funny.
Peace.

Happy New Year! See ya 09!

Blue Moon and Firework Smoke

La da lad lad da da da something some au lang sine. Or something like that. Well gone and finished is 2009 on to 2010. It’s exciting so many things are set to happen this year. I’m going to be getting married to the man who makes me laugh so hard I cry, drives me crazy, my partner in crime, JustAnUglyMonkey. We still have things, well pretty much everything, to plan. I just want to marry him. I so want to make it memorable, and something that we both will love. I really want to have fun and the people we love around us. Someone please come plan my wedding, and make it kick ass!
(Oh my gosh it’s so cold in the apartment!!!!) I really do love him so much; at Christmas one of my cousins asked me, “How did you know you wanted to marry him?” I said that I really wanted to grow old with him; I knew that someday when we were falling apart we could at least laugh about it together. So someone that you can talk to and that can make you laugh, someone that can still surprise you after years and years, that’s a keeper. It did take lots of work to get to were we are now, there were a few times that I wanted to throw in the hat and say, hey lets be friends or lets not, get the hell away from me I never want to see you again. But I’ve always been drawn to him, and I think him to me. Many have said that we can’t seem to live without eachother, which I’m starting to think is true, in all honesty I know we could live without eachother, but we would always feel like something is missing. He is my other half, my rib donor, lol. I keep thinking that we have this amazing life ahead of us, we make a great pair, I want to mess with our kids and go places, I just want him to come home to me at night so I can see his face. I’m just really excited. We will do good; we will overcome like we have in the past, because I believe in us.
So we have stopped the house hunt for now, but might pick up in a bit either right before we get married or after.
A few of my friends are also getting married, so lots of weddings to go to.
I want to get thinner and am working on it, today kind of sucked in that department, I’ve just been so cold that I can’t seem to get out of a blanket, but I’ve gained a pound today, oh well big whoop, I’ll do better, at least I ate good, I ate my colors, I had grilled chicken with red, green and yellow peppers, it was tasty. I usally don’t like peppers, but I’ll give em a try, cooked ones aren’t too bad.
I also love to watch the Youtube videos by Lauren Luke, she does makeup and is so inspiring. So I want to get better at make up.
I’m going to try to get rid of clutter, and be cleaner, I’m a clutter bug. Again, today is a fail, but I don’t care.
Awe, little evil cat Mason has decided to come up and keep me warm.
Well for New Years Georgia and I went to a friend’s house. It was a lot of fun, there were games, and fireworks. We played the guess what I am, I think it’s called Indian Poker, and Tippy Cup, which I’m actually really good at! I learned how to intiate a dance off. And we popped the top off of some champaine. We froze outside watching fireworks as you can see in my very dark video. I love friends, surrounded by love for the New Year, that’s was the best, I am happy, I am loved. We howled at the full blue moon. Thank you God for being so good to me, I give myself a big hug and I hug you because you live inside of me, smiling through my eyes at the beauty of the world and feeling the love. I rely on you and although I don’t always do the right thing you are my father and I am your child and I know you love me and will guide me and my loved ones in the year ahead of us.

Us getting ready for the night!

This was actually my hat for the game I wore it backwards as the Russian Tease, but Georgia looks good as Elmer Fudd.

2010 is getting the thumbs up.
Pyrotechnics man!

The crew freezin outside

Blanket Man!

Good friends, Good times!

(Now get back in the house it's cold!)

Our New Years video, it's kind of long, but I realy love fireworks so had to get them on video. There were a few more, but they featured me singing and well I moved my head som much it made you feel like you were going to puke.