Day #4 Clean Eating-ish

Hola!

No loss today, but that is okay, feeling good. Had fun last night talking about finances with the Dude.
He is very talented with money, and technically so am I. Knowing and doing are 2 different things ha ha. But I was very honest with him about my bills and spending etc. I know that a lot of couples fight about finances. I think that if we are good with our money we will never have to worry about that and we will never want for anything. That is a wonderful thing! lol I'm getting old. Financial security makes me feel good. But it always has, I think it makes everyone feel better when they know they will have clothes on their backs, roof over their heads and food in their bellies.

I love talking about when he comes to live at the house. What a change that is going to be. I've ruled my roost for quite sometime now. But it's funny I've gone 2 years now without putting new things up on the walls and it hasn't bothered me it, it's like it's been waiting. A clean slate. I have the weirdest connection to the house. It keeps me safe, I keep it safe, we have a deal, we have fun. It's a good house. I can't wait to snuggle up to him and watch TV. Make food in our kitchen, do projects together, play games, workout, go for walks and the zillion other things I can't even think of.

It's fun now telling each other this is how I am... I like to read a lot if I really love a book I will ignore everything else in the world and read. He likes to decompress when he gets home, which I think is a thing with a lot of people. I like to do that sometimes. Which will be no problem, I get home after him so he'd have the house all to himself for a few hours anyways.

I like to clean in the morning, I don't know if I've told him that, but I'm a machine I can get done more in a few hours than I ever get done in the afternoon weirdest thing.

I like doing random craft things, I sew, I bake I croquet. I really love napping with the cats....

But fun to talk about the future :)

Day #3 Clean Eating-ish

I woke up early today! I did a load of laundry and crawled back into bed and played a game on my phone and snuggled with my kittens. I know I should have ran on the treadmill but it was so nice and peaceful so who cares.  ha ha, got up and climbed on the scale down another pound 195.
I'm happy since yesterday I decided my brain was not functioning well enough to layout 4 publications and everything else I needed to do so I ate lunch, lunch. I went to the store and bought all the makings for BLTs and yum-o! I feel good about life and it's sort of homemade so it's not like eating greasy cheeseburger for lunch or a chili dog and french fries. I think the BLT is my favorite sandwich anyways. But it helped a lot get me reorganized and rolling so yeah sandwich!!!

Did something very fun after work :) but it's a secret ohhhh muhahahahaha! So keep an eye out in the future for some neat things!!!

Okay back to land of layouts loves!

Day #2 Clean Eating-ish

Hopped up this morning and sleepily wandered to the scale 196 woot! lots of fruit and marathon bathroom visits and one pound down. I know it's like water weight, but at least it's down.

Start of day 2, hungry but it's okay. I had a Kind bar and that helped. I have lots of work to do so that will keep my mind running and hopefully not towards cheeseburgers ha ha. I've been actually wanting chicken salad and apples so not too bad. It always cracks me up what I end up wanting.

Had a lot of fun yesterday talking to my mom and dad. My mom kills me she's so funny. It was nice to talk to my dad about the Dude and get the ball rolling towards the future. I also got to go talk to the Dude, I really like talking to him about the future. :)

alright love bugs! working time!

Day #1 Clean eating

Ello,

Last year I did a couple of juice fasts. I'm hopping on that boat again. It really does make me feel better and I drop some pounds and I've picked up a few so need to whittle those away. So I'll be honest when I jumped on the scale this morning it was crazy I think I gained like 6 pounds over the weekend!!! which makes sense I sort of did a little last meal thing all week long, but I've got 21 pounds to lose now to get me back down to where I was last summer. I CAN DO IT!!! I CAN KEEP MY HOME CLEAN, I CAN KEEP MY YARD AND GARDEN LOOKING GOOD, I CAN GET A WORKOUT IN EVERYDAY AND I CAN WORK 3 JOBS AND STILL HAVE TIME FOR MY LOVE, MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS! I CAN!!!  That's a nice little pump up for Monday right?!!?!

But I've altered it a little bit. I love these Kind Bars and the Dude just bought me some so I'm adding those in with my green machine and fruit smoothies. But lots of water at least 3 of my 32 oz cups at work, hot tea with honey, but no soda.

So here it is drumroll please! my starting embarrassing weight today is 197. ekk! I swore I'd never get over 180 and sitting on my buns is driving me crazy and I can't fit into my cute pants, so off the weight goes so long sucker!!