Guess what??!?

You can eat pizza but you have to deal with the fact of what pizza does to you... I weigh 184 well that's 2 pound gain. oh well had a fun time and got my taxes done. Time to work it off.

BTW taxes screw you when you have to file married but separate.... grumble, grumble, grumble... but at least it's all over :)

Lost a Pound Puppy

ello mates!

I'm at 182 today 2 more pounds this week to meet my goal!! I think as long as I stay pretty close to my calorie intake (aprox 1000 a day) and exercise I'll skim off these pounds :)
My honey showed me this neat slicer thing yesterday that I might get and that would make for some fun healthy food options.

What?!? What?!?  yes I said honey.... but that's another story :D I've got to think of a better alias for him, I think I called him something earlier, but isn't super cool then I'll tell you more about this amazing man.

ta ta tailgaters!

It's that time again to tear it up!!!

So I was really good last year and went from about 220 to 175,  That's 45 pounds! and since October/November I've gained about 8 pounds, and my underwear is fitting a little bit tighter..... I haven't been exercising like I should and like I  used to so time to get back on that horse it's going to be nice and warm soon and I'll want to wear shorts and dresses and duh DUH DUHHHHH!!! Swimming suits! so I figured I'd keep track on here like usual ha ah ha. I'm going to kick start again by juicing-ish, and I know that fresh juice is the way to go, but it's expensive for me and time consuming so going with Green Machine :) 8 oz 4 x a day, this time I'm also adding in protein because this has very little protein in it and I want to keep my energy/muscles going.
I'm also going to get in a half an hour to an hour of exercise every day.
so boom!
Today's weight is 183, I have a goal of 180 by the end of the week :) (I have a pizza date to do my taxes on Wednesday so I'll have to keep that in mind and work it baby, work it!)

Morning
8 oz of Green Machine
130 Calories/ 2g protein
2 T of peanut butter
180 Calories/ 8g protein
Total: 310 Cal/ 10g protein

Mid-morning

8 oz of Green Machine

130 Calories/ 2g protein

Lunch

8 oz of Green Machine

130 Calories/ 2g protein

1 oz Jack's links

60 Calories/ 12g protein

Total: 190 Cal/ 14 protein

Afternoon 

8 oz of Green Machine

130 Calories/ 2g protein

Dinner

8 oz of Green Machine

130 Calories/ 2g protein

(can have 100-200 cal meal with at least 6 grams of protein)

And!!!

WATER! WATER! WATER! in my awesome new bottle!!! :) 

Clean house and Zumba in the evening

And that will be my day!

This is Life

Well here it is I am divorced. JustAnUglyMonkey left a little over a year ago, in his heart and mentally long before that. It's pretty sad. There is lots I could say, have said, typed then deleted. There is too much emotion, thoughts, memories and theories to put down and even then I wouldn't get it all out or it wouldn't come out right. I loved him, I loved him for about half of my life.  I had to die/kill part of me to get through days. I don't know why this happened, but I do know that God has something else planned for me and him and that's where I have to leave it. I have to move on and I have for the most part. But if I'm being completely honest I will always love him or the man I thought he was. But he is very gone now and I have resolved that there is nothing I can do about that. I loved my life I was very happy and was blessed with a new family that I still love very much, so only more wonderful can be added to it in the future. And my futures so bright I gotta wear shades.

All my love and a extra snug hug,
Amanda