So I'm feeling blue today, I'm usually a pretty chipper person and it's weird being unhappy. I mean I'm happy I'm good other than having to take my car in today to get the tire fixed. My heart just hurts sometimes thinking about life and the decisions that we make are they right? Does something need to change? Should I wait and give things time? How much freakin' time does anyone need? grrrrr! Yuck! I want to just walk away from everything and be happy, and layout in the sun again where nothing can bug me but a bug. grrrr I just want to be happy, I don't want much I don't ask for riches or fancy things just to be happy and safe. but I don't know how to make that happen. :( (oh and I want a house with a nice basement)
oh here is Josie the kitty that found me and Georgia we knew if we took her to a shelter she would probably be put down so we found her a home with my old boss. She looks pretty happy! She's a very sweet girl.
I'm listening to Owl City. It is really good a friend at work sent it to me when I was feeling pretty down one day and he's right it brightens me up! :) Here is one of my favorites and it's kind of how I feel now:
Rainbow Veins
High rise, veins of the avenue Bright eyes and subtle variations of blue Everywhere is balanced there like a rainbow above you Street lights glisten on the boulevard And cold nights make staying alert so hard For heaven’s sake, keep me awake so I won’t be caught off guard Clearly I am a passerby but I’ll find a place to stay Dear pacific day, won’t you take me away? Small town hearts of the New Year Brought down by gravity, crystal clear City fog and brave dialogue converge on the frontier Make haste, I feel your heartbeat With new taste for speed, out on the street Find a road to a humble abode where both of our routes meet The silver sound is all around and the colors fall like snow The feeling of letting go, I guess we’ll never know Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains And I’ll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins Cuz your heart has a lack of color and we should’ve known That we’d grow up sooner or later cuz we wasted all our free time alone Your nerves gather with the altitude Exhale the stress so you don’t come unglued Somewhere there is a happy affair, a ghost of a good mood Wide eyed, panic on the getaway The high tide could take me so far away VCR’s and motorcars unite on the Seventh Day A popular gauge will measure the rage of the new Post-Modern Age Cuz somewhere along the line all the decades align We were the crashing whitecaps On the ocean And what lovely seaside holiday, away A palm tree in Christmas lights My emotion Struck a sparkling tone like a xylophone As we spent the day alone
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