Blue Moon and Firework Smoke(Oh my gosh it’s so cold in the apartment!!!!) I really do love him so much; at Christmas one of my cousins asked me, “How did you know you wanted to marry him?” I said that I really wanted to grow old with him; I knew that someday when we were falling apart we could at least laugh about it together. So someone that you can talk to and that can make you laugh, someone that can still surprise you after years and years, that’s a keeper. It did take lots of work to get to were we are now, there were a few times that I wanted to throw in the hat and say, hey lets be friends or lets not, get the hell away from me I never want to see you again. But I’ve always been drawn to him, and I think him to me. Many have said that we can’t seem to live without eachother, which I’m starting to think is true, in all honesty I know we could live without eachother, but we would always feel like something is missing. He is my other half, my rib donor, lol. I keep thinking that we have this amazing life ahead of us, we make a great pair, I want to mess with our kids and go places, I just want him to come home to me at night so I can see his face. I’m just really excited. We will do good; we will overcome like we have in the past, because I believe in us.
So we have stopped the house hunt for now, but might pick up in a bit either right before we get married or after.
A few of my friends are also getting married, so lots of weddings to go to.
I want to get thinner and am working on it, today kind of sucked in that department, I’ve just been so cold that I can’t seem to get out of a blanket, but I’ve gained a pound today, oh well big whoop, I’ll do better, at least I ate good, I ate my colors, I had grilled chicken with red, green and yellow peppers, it was tasty. I usally don’t like peppers, but I’ll give em a try, cooked ones aren’t too bad.
I also love to watch the Youtube videos by Lauren Luke, she does makeup and is so inspiring. So I want to get better at make up.
I’m going to try to get rid of clutter, and be cleaner, I’m a clutter bug. Again, today is a fail, but I don’t care.
Awe, little evil cat Mason has decided to come up and keep me warm.
Well for New Years Georgia and I went to a friend’s house. It was a lot of fun, there were games, and fireworks. We played the guess what I am, I think it’s called Indian Poker, and Tippy Cup, which I’m actually really good at! I learned how to intiate a dance off. And we popped the top off of some champaine. We froze outside watching fireworks as you can see in my very dark video. I love friends, surrounded by love for the New Year, that’s was the best, I am happy, I am loved. We howled at the full blue moon. Thank you God for being so good to me, I give myself a big hug and I hug you because you live inside of me, smiling through my eyes at the beauty of the world and feeling the love. I rely on you and although I don’t always do the right thing you are my father and I am your child and I know you love me and will guide me and my loved ones in the year ahead of us.
Us getting ready for the night!
This was actually my hat for the game I wore it backwards as the Russian Tease, but Georgia looks good as Elmer Fudd.
2010 is getting the thumbs up.
Pyrotechnics man!
The crew freezin outside
Blanket Man!
Good friends, Good times!
(Now get back in the house it's cold!)
Our New Years video, it's kind of long, but I realy love fireworks so had to get them on video. There were a few more, but they featured me singing and well I moved my head som much it made you feel like you were going to puke.
No comments:
Post a Comment