Can You Dream Again?

I didn’t think this would ever be my problem, Waiting on a heartbreak is not a way to live. I don’t act it out, but my mind is waiting on a heartbreak. I never used to be this way, it’s unfair. My walls are high and my thoughts are dark. I keep them to myself, to keep me safe. I’m fighting with myself.
I am afraid, I don’t know what is normal anymore. I just want to do what my heart says, but I don’t want to break. I want to stay in the Sunshine a little longer, oh if that warmth could last forever, that’s where I would stay. I would smile and laugh and be wrapped up safe. Could all this good be real? I’m skeptical, it’s unfair when I used to trust fully. I was given my heart back, I must protect it, I am it’s keeper, it’s only guard.  But the reality of me is there are things that might mean my happiness might have Bought The Farm.

Don’t let it be true. Don’t run from the sun little heart, it’s scary and could all fall apart, I know, but oh what if it didn’t, what if you could share your light? Can you dream again little heart?