Dreamings and thingings

I’m listening to Pandora radio today, it’s amazing. If you haven’t checked it out do it. It is an online radio that lets you choose and artists radio type that you like, so it will play songs by that artist and artists like that. Currently the Train Radio is on mine. Soooooo good.  A song by Lifehouse is on right now called Broken, pretty good, but the funny thing about Lifehouse is every time I hear them I think of this boy I met at used clothing store. I went there a lot to either sell or buy I forget what we were talking about but he once brought up that people tell him he looked a lot like the lead singer of Lifehouse. And he really did, he was a good-looking guy. I always met to ask him if he sang, I’m pretty sure he doesn’t work there anymore.

I’m reading a book called Juliet by Anne Fortier; it is my advanced copy I’m reviewing for the library. I’m so in love with it. It has so many things that I like romance, danger, mystery, and history. But the think I really like about it is that they story sticks in your mind. I’ve had a lot going on lately and I’ve had to put it down several times went other life duties took priority, but I can easily pick it back up and be taken away again to the world of Juliet.

I’m feeling very whimsical today. I think it was my tea this morning, I’m currently wearing my awesome, amazing yellow Optiums Prime T shirt so I choose a yellow packet of teas out of the cabinet, it was charka tea lol, and it was for more power in the world…It made me so powerful that I pulled the string out of the bag and had to go fish the bag out of my cup with a spoon. (Flexing my sexy muscles, scratch that sexy POWERFUL muscles)

I need to create something I’m feeling creative, I usually bake, but our weight loss has come front and center and JustAnUglyMonkey has banned me from baking like I used to, he would just eat what ever I baked and not real food. L I’m a good baker usually, and I liked to have something new for him to eat every week. No more. But Valentine’s Day is coming up and I’m absolutely making cookies its tradition.

Speaking of weight it’s going good I for got to weigh myself today, but I think I’ve lost about 10 lbs, I walk/jog for an hour a day and watch what I eat, for the most part I don’t drink pop, but I allow myself sips of what Monkey is drinking. I’m trying to work in 2 hours of jogging in but it has only happened a few times, I’m going to really work on doing that is month. I keep watching HEAVY and I think if they can do it I can. But I know that I can do better. I use 2-calorie counters on my ipad to keep track of what I eat too, and I’m always burning more calories than I eat. It’s almost a game to see what if I can be it in calories burned.

Monkey and I talked about babies the other day, trying to decide if we want them right after we get married. And I think the answer is yes, we’ve hung out for ten years together, lived in our house for about a year and well we aren’t getting any younger and I want to be young for my kids, my mom once told me she wished she had me younger so she had more energy, I think she had tons, but I’m going to take her advice so we are going to let God give us little people when he sees fit and we will welcome them! I can’t wait to see what they will look like and what they will act like, who they will grow up to be. To look at them and think I made that from scratch, well God and Monkey helped, but I think but my oven bakes the cookies. But I have to be honest, I’m a little afraid I’ve never had someone really depend on me but the cat, and well she takes pretty good care of herself, I think I will be a good mommy, I just hope I will be.

Last night I had the first wedding scary dream last night, Georgia has been a good maid of honor by having those for me, she calls and tells me all about them, but they all work out in the end! That’s my girl! But this one did involve Georgia’s brother. Yes I had a huge crush on my friend’s older brother, but who didn’t. But I dreamt that I lived in Auburn in my parents house all by myself, at the age that I am, and Monkey and I were engaged, but I had a bunch of people over for some kind of movie party and I curled up with ummm The Tall One (Georgia’s brother) on the couch instead of Monkey. He got made and started making out with a blonde chick it made me mad and I threw my ring at him and ran away with The Tall One. Then I thought I woke up from the dream feeling really mad, but then I was actually sleeping and it was my wedding and Monkey was there and I ran over to him so happy that he was there. Creepy dream…..

I’ll keep you posted if there are more…. Georgia is slacking or else there aren’t anyways of stopping the wedding day dreams….

Peace out dream catchers!